When we got to the actual cave sight the mood was much different than it was at the park. The girls started getting very somber and nervous. Some of them wanted to throw up. When it got closer to my turn my stomach started to churn as well. I had rappelled some as a teenager with my older brothers, but never into a cave that was 90 feet deep. But I am proud to say that every single girl went down. Most of them cried as they were doing it (seriously bawled), but they faced their fears and accomplished their goal. I was so proud of them. Here I am going down into what felt like the depths of despair. My heart was racing and I was trying to be brave. Once I got over the initial ledge it was fun and I was able to jump a little. My brothers would be proud!

Here is a view of us in the cave. The camera had to be zoomed in all the way in order to make out who each person was. It was a long way down. And very cold I might add.
I love this picture. This is my fearless leader Jackie. The last 8 feet or so is a drop off where you just let your self down. Well no one told Jackie this and she jumped and caught herself upside down screaming. It was the funniest thing I have ever seen. I laughed so hard I almost peed my pants (remember I am pregnant, which makes it that much easier). Anyway, maybe you had to be there!
Here we all are deep in the caves. We explored for over an hour. It was very cold and dirty but that did not even faze these girls. They are tough and adventurous. I feel so grateful to have been able to spend this weekend with them to bond with them and get to know them better. What a treasured memory I will never forget. I hope they remember how hard it was for them to get over the edge of that cliff and that they did it. I want them to remember that when hard things come up in their lives, they can look back on this experience and it will help them remember that they can get through it. It may take many tears and many prayers but anything is possible!



